; today is okay

so today, went out with Achikmok. She's so random. Ask me out pagi2 bute. -.-'

Went vivo, met Roomie and HerBoyfriend. Then supposedly, wanna watch Paranormal Activity. As usual, i have to get the tickets. -.-'' But tk lepas. At first i confident ah can lepas. HAHAH. cause she ah confirm the seatsa all. skali when nk bayar, she asked for my IC. wah, sedap. HAHAHAH. after that, didnt know where to go, so decided to go Marina. -.-' again. -.-''

But HerBoyfriend and Roomie didnt come along with us. Ye lah, want to spend quality time together la kan. ahahaha.



Then went Marina. Watched the most not worth it and lame movie ever, 'Mr Fantastic Fox'. i swear, that movie is one chubi sial. Tating.


GTG, dont feel like blogging now.

; Miraidora presents.

; I sing the body electric

BACK IN ROOOM. ;D

deans talk was scary but okay. Promoted to Sec 3E,Express class. Got the subjects I wanted. I DONT LIKE SOME OF MY FUTURE CLASSMATES MANZXZXZXZXZ.
so gonna post on my private blog in a while.

idk where IMDV fly off mans. she's not here in the room. -.-''
By the way, new pictures uploade on FB. check it outs yo. HAHA.

Oh yea. Yesterday night, i woke up and i couldnt sleep like from 4am-4.15am. And then i heard something knocking on my desk. And the sound of something else, like. Idk. But i swear. Its creepy. I pulled my blanket over myself and eventho i was sweating like hell, i just dont dare to not cover my ears and face. And then without realising, i was back asleep.


This evening, have to report to Auditorioum early, because of Choir practice again. Tonight is the night, eh. First item somemore. HUHU.

Wondering whats the special occasion tonight?
Tonight, school organised a function on "Singapore Sports School former Athletes/Students SEA Games send off". JiffyWhizKid will be there, i know. HAHA. Yep.

*sigh*

i want us to return back to normal - friends. But you didnt reply me yesterday. Dont you ever think that i've texted you cause i still love you. I just wanna clear things and start afresh. I get your point, and lets turn over a new leaf

.

Oh yeah, yesterday before meeting Saffron and Banana, went to Dining Hall to tapao food. HAHA. incredibly incredible sia. Packed damn alot of food and still instock today. Cause yesterday was not hungy because had special dinner, western food. So, before meeting HerBoyfriend and Adam at Fitness Corner, went to dining hall for Supper and got all the food we want; Brownies and Fries.

Mira is HUNGRYYY again -.-''

; We had the time of our lives.

So. Yesterday night was pretty awesome!

Wait. before that, met Saffron and Banana. Talked to em with Nimble. Okay, banana was so hyper and i think she's gonna be the goody good good girl. She's from TKPS, i guess. shes nice, not bad! Saffron was just being herself and all. I find them friendly tho. After 1/2 hour talking, then started camwhoring using my lappy -.-' Pictures not with me now, im in comp lab,see. will upload later in room at 2pm ;D

After choir practice and assembly, met Adam and HerBoyfriend at Fitness corner.

HerBoyfriend, I LOVE YOUR SLIPPERS. Babi. change with me sudahh ehhh. HAHAHAHHAHA. eh, dont be jealous ah. Cemburu nk mamxzzxzx sia when IMDV's inbox got His name. He texted her first. Anyway, nothing going on also. So dont worry(: HAHAHA.

Adam, cheer up okay. Its not worth it lah, waiting and hoping for it.


Okay, so Nimble helped me to the Webcam software. Then at night Webcamed-Camwhored with IMDV. again, pictures not with me now. So will upload HERE soon (: Heeee.

Made video also. IMDV, be honoured okay. Made that specially for YOU okay. HAHAHA


After this have to go to AVA, to meet my cohort's dean. Todays the day where we get our Results for our choice of Subject combination next year. IM SCARED.

Will post up class post later. so humans of 2F, check it out, okay. ;D


GTG NOW. DEAN'S TALK. WISH ME LUCK HONEEEY

Shoots. Keep thinking about it yesterday night. Im sorry IMDV, i couldnt talk much to you. Im sorry. But i know that you dont want me to feel hurt and fall down, just because of Him. I need to keep myself occupied. Guys? Nope. Clique first :)

Thanks Rainbow, Frinny and IMDV for being there for me(:

Cayenne, keep yourself avail this sunday okay. Remember.

Private blog updated (:

Planning a Girls Night Out outing with IMDV, Chantal and Kat. EXCITED GILE BABII.

Most left; meet Kat.

Currently slacking in Room with Roomie. Decided to Ton tonight. HAHA. Idk if im gonna survive this, cause yesterday I only have like practically 2 hours of sleep. -.-


you know ida, you should stop starring here. its irritating and distracting. HAHA.


ok back.

This coming Sunday, InsyaAllah going out with Frin and Rainbow to celebrate Cayenne's Birthday. Hope that we all can make it.

Not going out this Saturday. Staying home.

Edit later. Bye.

Everybody
needs inspiration

Everybody
needs a song

Beautiful
melody, when the night's so long

16th November 2009

16^th November 2009

School was boring, nothing much. Only had first two periods of Mother Tounge, then the 2D people left for their Honour’s Paper – Science Major Module. Pity much, huh.

Thought that break is at Dining Hall, so went down. Saw the P6s (Sec 1 intake next year). And then saw Saffron, the girl which I guess by now all guys aiming for. Shes not bad, One hotstuff! But still, theres already people (girls) in school who hates her already. Pfft. Lets just see how she is next year,yeah. Haha.

Oh yea, surprised that non of my juniors is in the camp. Where are you people? Why never come sey. Hope to see you guys next year in school. Good luck for your PSLE results, anyway yeah.

After break time, head to Auditorium for Assembly. SUPER BORING. And then Cikgu was like talking about the school’s code of conduct and all and all, as usual. School rules gonna change and added. Like so -.-‘’ sia. Heard that we aint allowed to wear any other shoes, except for sports shoes. Mak, sports school with sports shoes. How sport-natic eh. -.-‘’

Just got back from lunch. Late cause had School’s choir practice for Wednesday night event, SEA Games Athletes send off.

Might be thinking, “WHAT? MIRA JOIN SCHOOL CHOIR?!”

Hahahaha. Tell me bout it ah. HAHA. Joined just for experience purposes. Tak pernah try choir mahh, skali skale not bad what. Honoured know, Singapore Sports School’s first ever Choir group:D

Roomie is on her bed now, baru bangun tido. Oh yea, yesterday i slept at 5.15am. An im sleepy now, but im just gonna wait for 2pm cause thats when i got the internet connection in boarding. -.-‘’ Come on Mieriikins. Endure. 20 more minutes till 2pm!

Oh yea. Wonder why I’d slept late yesterday? Read my private blog, kay?

Http://miraidora-sey.blogspot.com

get over you?

Dont worry, cause I’ll be fine. Im okay, Im cool. Im strong, it wont be that hard, right? :D BUT. Whenever youre ready, by all means. Im right here waiting for you dude. You need time, youve got all the time in the world. If it is, it is. If its not, that its not. Right? Im okay, Im fine. No worries.

ONE MORE WEEK TILL FCUKING SCHOOL HOLS!

; Whats wrong? EVERYTHING

Sha, read my private blog okay. Ily.

Private blog updated.

; whats wrong?

private blog updated.

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Twin, im on your side la b. Dont worry. Lets talk. Im sorry.

Frin, cheer up b. be happy. chill.

Roomie, i need you. Talk to you later in the room.

; BESTIE TOMORROW (:

heyyaaaaaaaaaaaa.

FINALLY MATHS MAJOR MODULE IS LIKE FREAKIN OVER.
yeah babehhhh. now, its all about science (:

tommorow, event with Team @ Kallang, SSC. after that going out with Bestie, going town. study. off now. (:

;LiveJournal

eh, i dont know how to use livejournal laaaa.

i guess, i wont update LJ. use blogger lagi best (:

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PRIVATE BLOG UPDATED;

miraidora-sey.blogspot.com

LIVEJOURNAL

I just created livejournal. HAHAHAH.

Cause was recommanded by Farah & Jenell.

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Add me ah. hahahhaha.

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http://miraidora-sey.livejournal.com

FARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

heyya. its 7.31pm, and im at FARAH'S house! hahaha

so, finally got to see that Sam's face. HAHAHAHAHA. okay lah, not bad. quite hot (;
later have to go back to Outram, to meet blogshopper. tating ah.

love, we dont need to watch crite Jennifer's Body already, cause Farah got the DVD. hahahahah. but still, watch Love Happens with me.

Oh my god. Love love love. I miss you! Pergi jemputan, then tk tau nk reply. hahahaa. basket you. text me soon, okay fat.

Love, i dah dpt read your dangerous posts. hahahahhaa. dont ask me how.


i miss you. reply me soon okay love.

Check in. Maths week.

OMG. I NK! so nice );

Own design. Burok kn? otak blank now la):

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Hello people. today so mendaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak.

*

Yesterday love called oiiiiiiiiii. Yeah babeehh. But, i swear, its the most boring conversation we ever had. Seriously. Hahahah. But who cares. Still get to otp with you after sooo longggggg :D

*

The rambot guy!

OBETAAAAAAN

Watched Man U's first half 'with' love. Yep. Daddy asked me to just look at the way Obertan play and all. Then love told me, He's the one that. okay. tk perlu. blahblahblah. -.-'' but then after watching after secondhalf, then so lazy to watch already. Like dah tk sanggup seys. Went back to room, packed stuffs for School TODAY.

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SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL. annoying or what siol.

*

today; Love texted me early in the morning, then went to AMK hub to meet Blogshop customer, blahblahblah. Nothing much.

*

So, after MY school hols, planning two picnic already.

One; With team (actually, its not after school hols ah. Its the second last week of school nye Weekend, Sunday)

Two; with Lili, Frin, Shyan & Yadh.

Venue? I TK TAU.

);

Bodoh lah Bontot Master tk kasi at the beach. Belen belen sia.

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I JUST CANT WAIT TILL SCHOOL HOLS.

bloody hell la, exams.

BABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

*

Love,

Miraidora

love, bored, study

i swear. today is such a boring day.

woke up, three new msgs. blogshop,blogshop, and more blogshop.

i realised that i've been shopping quite alot lately. really. (when im supposed to study for my papers, of course) but i guess i can only study No. 1; during SST. No. 2; After MidNight at home.

slept at 3AM yesterday, studying science. revising on module one again and again, till i understand what on earth im writting. (okay, i guess i aint making any sense now. im sleepy already!) and 2AM plus love called, but just for a few seconds. Was Facebook-ing and checking emails, so asked him to call in ten mins. But poor boy, he's sleepy.

But its awesome to finally hear his voice after weeks didnt otp with him, you know. i miss you la love.

texting you in Half an Hour time, okay.

so far, i wanna watch FOUR movies.

One; Love Happens.

Two; Jennifer's Body

Three; My Sister's Keeper

Four; Micheal Jackson - This Is It.
but i hope i'll have time for all. Yeah, exams now, and whatsmore school hols is like in three weeks time? Mainstreamers done already ):

tomorrow, doing meet ups for blogshop and all. excited, money and new stuffs coming in. KACHINGGG.

kayy ah. peace out.

i miss lili, frin, kak moon and cayenne

oh, oh. and my love - as always (:

i love you people.

Meet soon tau.

Miraidora.

Cayenne; my all time love.

oh yeah.

yesterday met my love, Cayenne, and she told me stuffs. Yeah, surprising enough, though.

" There's something you should know about him "

Be strong baby boo. Things dont always go your way, and i know you know that.

Remember; He is not the only guy. There's someone else whose worth it. Be strong, and dont hold on just like what you told me to. Let it go, dear.

" Cause Cayenne, i know that you will get better in time. It will all get better in time. "

Remember; you wouldnt want to go back to the past. Memories; its all that matters.

Be happy because at least He was there during your best days and cheering you up when youre down - last time, showered you with His love and care. Dont get too sad about this and let it go. Just believe in; Its not meant to be. If it is, time will tell.

" Nadia, Cause youre gonna find someone someday whose gonna treat you well. "

But for now, let it go. Remember; Burn.
Never go back to the past. Never WAIT.

Time will tell. Time will tell..

; love happens

exams is like what, next friday? Wth.
language papers, over. left with Maths and Science. Major Modules. alahai, belen belen siaa.

made so many plans after this two weeks know. to go out with alot of people. Alot.
Mainly with ; Crush, Lili & Frin, Sha & Hubby, and Cayenne.

cant wait for december, for Photoshoot (:
and then, Kachingg. $100 inside already dohhh.
OF COURSE, signing contract to continue freelance modeling(:
had promotion for Create Talents, maybe during dec hols then come down to look forward and all.

Also, december; two trips waiting for me!
One ; Penang trip, for cluster leaders and also student council. from 7th-10th December '09. (Adventure trip)
Two; KL, with family. CANT WAIT TO SHOP. from 14th-18th December '09.
hope tak clash with BodyShop Photoshoot! *crossfingers*

Crush; Please dont cut your hair. At least, until you klua with me? (:

..

i nk watch this movie!
love, watch with me?

YES AH

awesome. thats me! K2(;

i look so childish, i know. HAHAHHA.

back back. so long never blog, i know.
yeah, the past few days, is like. Okay lah. Nothing much.
but the thing is, i miss my looooooooooove.

To forget you;
before i met you, i wondered why all lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated : ' Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why cant they just write a good melody without those melodramtic lyrics? That is plain exageration.

Before i fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we baceme a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of her own life, for her lover? That is plain stupidity.

When i realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writer's true stories.

Because when i decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that i once heard, a nove i once read and a movie we once watched.

" You want someone who needs and loves you just as much and you need and
love
them. You want to believe your lover only has eyes for you. "

private blog updated

; All i gotta say

I think Love is Blind. You dont see it, you dont hear what people are saying, or what you're saying. You dont see what youre doing. All you see is the person in front of you. Thats it.

I didnt listen to them. I think a girl has to go through that, because now Im the strongest Ive ever been. I dare soneone to change me again. Ive got so strong. It would never happen.

Exactly, i was Blinded with Your 'Love'.

its random for me to write this post about You, but yea. Out of the bluw, you jst re-appeared. Thank god youre gone. I just hope that the next time I bump into you or something, I'll be the happiest girl in the world with the Guy who appreciates me and never make use of me by my side. And there, you'll find yourself just so useless that you'll never and not able to keep one of your own. Why? I believe in Karma, cause what goes around, comes around.

But at the same time, i would like to thank you, for filling my empty heart, even if its just for a while. It still worth a while, and like i mentioned, Its the memories that matters. Not only that, but also.. For 'changing' me to someone stronger, and better. And after that of course, i dont need you at all.

All this time i was Wasting, Hoping that you would come around.
i've been giving out chances every time, and all you do is let me
down.

It's just wasnt that easy to get over you, but i told myself, whats there to still wait and fall for someone who've hurt me before? Youre not worth it, Nor sorry.

Bye, thats my final goodbye to you for now. I dont believe that we're meant to be.

" Kalau tkde jodoh, tk ke mane"

Lame lame jokes yesterday, for hours.

You made me love you.

Jealousy, enough? (;

Who slept over the phone yesterday? ;D

Morning earthlings.

First things first. That Mot.Fuc is really irritating me. Really.

Its THREETHIRTYSIXam, and im not asleep yet. AND. im facing the most crucial disaster - whats should i wear TOMORROW, for JalanRaya with teammates? Oh gosh!!

Today was okay. nothing much. nothing much.

grad night was sad, but didnt gave seniors anything - cause got no time to prepare for the stuffs and all.. and yes, they'd leave the school already.. some of them do leave good, and bad memories too, aye.

Besok jalan raye with lili and team. yay. excited. but so not excited to the shiftsD;

yeah. blogshop currently dead, unless someones willing to buy or something.

oh gosh. i wish Y. was still awake to teman me D:

please text me tomorrow. i tunggu.

;its never the right time to say goodbye..

yeah. today was neutral, rather normal.

yesterday night, SST was awesome. talked to MinahSunTan/ShailaSpade and sat with her for the first 45minutes. And then sat with Bestie;Achan and Asyrap. WAS DAMN KEKEK.

now that i know Asyrap true colours, i feel more comfortable with him - in terms of telling him stuffs and all, not whatt -.-'' secrets were shared also, but its only kite2 ;D talked about some other cock-ed up stuffs also, which is probably sick and you wont want to know. ALSO, got to know what they love to do, as always. HAHAHAHAHA.

asyrap, how you say it? 'PUKOL LAPAN KOSONG DUAAAAA .... .... '
you guys rock la, i love you classmates;D



history was suck-ish. i never like history man, taking geog next year. almost fell asleep in class! Source based, suck balls.

Word of the day; LANCHAP.
dont ask me what it stands for, ask the Minah. Lols.

so today, have cross training, like what only. damn lazy sia. playing floorball.



TOMORROW IS THE DAY; graduation night.
gonna miss ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE balls.
and yay, talked to Him tadi. happy know. finallyyyy. was thinking if i could take the last pic with him besok. but shy to ask, eh. Anyway, i'll pass your stuffs the next time when im gonna see you ah. shitt la, left it at home. sorry eh;D
huhu. gonna cry tomorrow, i bet. will upload the pic sooon after the event;D

im gonna miss you people. but to You, good luck. if its meant to be, it is. seems like its not, ehh? take care. i wont say i hate you, i dont love you, im not gonna miss you and.. Not goodbye.. This applies to You also, dont say goodbye..

dont say goodbye..

PHOBIA 2

watching Phobia 2 - Rated NC16

@ The Cathay with loveables - minus satu pompan.

Roomie, Adri, Min, Adam & Jen.

huhu. excited. off now. toodles.

loveeeeeeee it ;D