love, bored, study

i swear. today is such a boring day.

woke up, three new msgs. blogshop,blogshop, and more blogshop.

i realised that i've been shopping quite alot lately. really. (when im supposed to study for my papers, of course) but i guess i can only study No. 1; during SST. No. 2; After MidNight at home.

slept at 3AM yesterday, studying science. revising on module one again and again, till i understand what on earth im writting. (okay, i guess i aint making any sense now. im sleepy already!) and 2AM plus love called, but just for a few seconds. Was Facebook-ing and checking emails, so asked him to call in ten mins. But poor boy, he's sleepy.

But its awesome to finally hear his voice after weeks didnt otp with him, you know. i miss you la love.

texting you in Half an Hour time, okay.

so far, i wanna watch FOUR movies.

One; Love Happens.

Two; Jennifer's Body

Three; My Sister's Keeper

Four; Micheal Jackson - This Is It.
but i hope i'll have time for all. Yeah, exams now, and whatsmore school hols is like in three weeks time? Mainstreamers done already ):

tomorrow, doing meet ups for blogshop and all. excited, money and new stuffs coming in. KACHINGGG.

kayy ah. peace out.

i miss lili, frin, kak moon and cayenne

oh, oh. and my love - as always (:

i love you people.

Meet soon tau.

Miraidora.

Cayenne; my all time love.

oh yeah.

yesterday met my love, Cayenne, and she told me stuffs. Yeah, surprising enough, though.

" There's something you should know about him "

Be strong baby boo. Things dont always go your way, and i know you know that.

Remember; He is not the only guy. There's someone else whose worth it. Be strong, and dont hold on just like what you told me to. Let it go, dear.

" Cause Cayenne, i know that you will get better in time. It will all get better in time. "

Remember; you wouldnt want to go back to the past. Memories; its all that matters.

Be happy because at least He was there during your best days and cheering you up when youre down - last time, showered you with His love and care. Dont get too sad about this and let it go. Just believe in; Its not meant to be. If it is, time will tell.

" Nadia, Cause youre gonna find someone someday whose gonna treat you well. "

But for now, let it go. Remember; Burn.
Never go back to the past. Never WAIT.

Time will tell. Time will tell..

; love happens

exams is like what, next friday? Wth.
language papers, over. left with Maths and Science. Major Modules. alahai, belen belen siaa.

made so many plans after this two weeks know. to go out with alot of people. Alot.
Mainly with ; Crush, Lili & Frin, Sha & Hubby, and Cayenne.

cant wait for december, for Photoshoot (:
and then, Kachingg. $100 inside already dohhh.
OF COURSE, signing contract to continue freelance modeling(:
had promotion for Create Talents, maybe during dec hols then come down to look forward and all.

Also, december; two trips waiting for me!
One ; Penang trip, for cluster leaders and also student council. from 7th-10th December '09. (Adventure trip)
Two; KL, with family. CANT WAIT TO SHOP. from 14th-18th December '09.
hope tak clash with BodyShop Photoshoot! *crossfingers*

Crush; Please dont cut your hair. At least, until you klua with me? (:

..

i nk watch this movie!
love, watch with me?

YES AH

awesome. thats me! K2(;

i look so childish, i know. HAHAHHA.

back back. so long never blog, i know.
yeah, the past few days, is like. Okay lah. Nothing much.
but the thing is, i miss my looooooooooove.

To forget you;
before i met you, i wondered why all lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated : ' Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why cant they just write a good melody without those melodramtic lyrics? That is plain exageration.

Before i fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we baceme a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of her own life, for her lover? That is plain stupidity.

When i realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writer's true stories.

Because when i decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that i once heard, a nove i once read and a movie we once watched.

" You want someone who needs and loves you just as much and you need and
love
them. You want to believe your lover only has eyes for you. "

private blog updated

; All i gotta say

I think Love is Blind. You dont see it, you dont hear what people are saying, or what you're saying. You dont see what youre doing. All you see is the person in front of you. Thats it.

I didnt listen to them. I think a girl has to go through that, because now Im the strongest Ive ever been. I dare soneone to change me again. Ive got so strong. It would never happen.

Exactly, i was Blinded with Your 'Love'.

its random for me to write this post about You, but yea. Out of the bluw, you jst re-appeared. Thank god youre gone. I just hope that the next time I bump into you or something, I'll be the happiest girl in the world with the Guy who appreciates me and never make use of me by my side. And there, you'll find yourself just so useless that you'll never and not able to keep one of your own. Why? I believe in Karma, cause what goes around, comes around.

But at the same time, i would like to thank you, for filling my empty heart, even if its just for a while. It still worth a while, and like i mentioned, Its the memories that matters. Not only that, but also.. For 'changing' me to someone stronger, and better. And after that of course, i dont need you at all.

All this time i was Wasting, Hoping that you would come around.
i've been giving out chances every time, and all you do is let me
down.

It's just wasnt that easy to get over you, but i told myself, whats there to still wait and fall for someone who've hurt me before? Youre not worth it, Nor sorry.

Bye, thats my final goodbye to you for now. I dont believe that we're meant to be.

" Kalau tkde jodoh, tk ke mane"

Lame lame jokes yesterday, for hours.

You made me love you.

Jealousy, enough? (;

Who slept over the phone yesterday? ;D

Morning earthlings.

First things first. That Mot.Fuc is really irritating me. Really.

Its THREETHIRTYSIXam, and im not asleep yet. AND. im facing the most crucial disaster - whats should i wear TOMORROW, for JalanRaya with teammates? Oh gosh!!

Today was okay. nothing much. nothing much.

grad night was sad, but didnt gave seniors anything - cause got no time to prepare for the stuffs and all.. and yes, they'd leave the school already.. some of them do leave good, and bad memories too, aye.

Besok jalan raye with lili and team. yay. excited. but so not excited to the shiftsD;

yeah. blogshop currently dead, unless someones willing to buy or something.

oh gosh. i wish Y. was still awake to teman me D:

please text me tomorrow. i tunggu.

;its never the right time to say goodbye..

yeah. today was neutral, rather normal.

yesterday night, SST was awesome. talked to MinahSunTan/ShailaSpade and sat with her for the first 45minutes. And then sat with Bestie;Achan and Asyrap. WAS DAMN KEKEK.

now that i know Asyrap true colours, i feel more comfortable with him - in terms of telling him stuffs and all, not whatt -.-'' secrets were shared also, but its only kite2 ;D talked about some other cock-ed up stuffs also, which is probably sick and you wont want to know. ALSO, got to know what they love to do, as always. HAHAHAHAHA.

asyrap, how you say it? 'PUKOL LAPAN KOSONG DUAAAAA .... .... '
you guys rock la, i love you classmates;D



history was suck-ish. i never like history man, taking geog next year. almost fell asleep in class! Source based, suck balls.

Word of the day; LANCHAP.
dont ask me what it stands for, ask the Minah. Lols.

so today, have cross training, like what only. damn lazy sia. playing floorball.



TOMORROW IS THE DAY; graduation night.
gonna miss ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE balls.
and yay, talked to Him tadi. happy know. finallyyyy. was thinking if i could take the last pic with him besok. but shy to ask, eh. Anyway, i'll pass your stuffs the next time when im gonna see you ah. shitt la, left it at home. sorry eh;D
huhu. gonna cry tomorrow, i bet. will upload the pic sooon after the event;D

im gonna miss you people. but to You, good luck. if its meant to be, it is. seems like its not, ehh? take care. i wont say i hate you, i dont love you, im not gonna miss you and.. Not goodbye.. This applies to You also, dont say goodbye..

dont say goodbye..

PHOBIA 2

watching Phobia 2 - Rated NC16

@ The Cathay with loveables - minus satu pompan.

Roomie, Adri, Min, Adam & Jen.

huhu. excited. off now. toodles.

loveeeeeeee it ;D

Youtube Rocks. ;D

i just checked this out, Kanye West disses Taylor Swift on VideoMusicAwards '09. Taylor was shocked when Kanye came up and announced that Beyonce deserves her spot. Asshole.





Gifted! Watch how amazing her voice is. So what she's fat? ;D



Justin Bieber - One time Acoustic Version


If my boyfriend sing this to me, with the exact same voice.. HUHU!
Justin Bieber - Because of you Acapella.

Justin Bieber - I'll wait for you Acapella.


Justin Bieber - Do you Acapella.


Justin Bieber & Kristinia DeBarge - Unfaithful

never been better;

huhu. loving today(; when shopping with Mother. shopped at City Hall - Body Shop, and then to Rubi shoes, and then to Robinsons.

believe it or not, Mother and i just spend $100++ just on body shop. heee. so, i bought a new cleanser, shower gel and also face lotion or something. and.. three pairs of shoes? hahahha.

took cab back home. Mother is so in the good mood today((:




time flies. and this coming friday is Graduation Night already. shit.

the first person i'll miss is, definitely my Badiambo. people call her cayenne and all, but i'd prefer Badiambo - why, because I've created that name just for her and also, she's also a Bimbo((: I swear im gonna miss her truck loads. I know, its kinda dumb. But. After this coming friday, the only person i'll turn to to tell my secrets,thoughts and problems would be KakiRingan's (other than ShailaSpade && BabyLalala). I mean, in school, practically, not that Badimbo's gone forever, right? Only the fact that she wont be in school and all): Eventhough we fought alot within two years here, but still. We're back close, better than ever(: ily, bodohhhh.

and shafiqi too. and hamka too. and iqbal too. and nurin too. and pona too. and... You too.. no more twentysevenn memories, no more 14th Jan memories, no more, no more...


but still, aint it good. the faster You go and leave, the faster i move on((: