it think that it is true. So true.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Chubi besar.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

;Be thankful

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Ythink you got what it takes?

1. The purpose of the r'ship for?
2. Can you and your partner give full commitment?
3. What's the long term vision of the r'ship?
4. Must you have a relationship?
5. What's the benefits of the r'ship?
6. Can it last long? If can, till when?
7. Is the R'ship just for intimacy?
8. Are both of you and your partner ready to face the short-comings?

Those questions above you might want to take in consideration, before starting or involve in a r'ship.

So, what dyou say?

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Woman.

Behind every man, there is an amazing woman.
- Although woman need not always be behind a man, a woman femininity can certainly propel a man to do more, and become more. Man need a source of feminine energy.

No matter what you look like, if you can cultivate within yourself that rare energy, you can be forever worshipped, as you can make your man feel more like man, and make them happy.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Foundd, Tumblr.

Kay, ini cool. (Y)


My dreammmm hair. But not blonde, but black.
With turqoise highlights. How? (Y)


Sweet? I thought so too.
Tapi, pencil pun will be gone jugak pe.
I mean, you will keep on sharpening the pencil,right? Haa.
Exactly. Sometimes, I wonder. Do guys whom hurt us know exactly how we feel?
Especially when they meant the whole world to us. And all they do is find another one, leaving us behind. But we girls do believe in karma. What goes around, comes around. We have to be strong. And fight. And one day, when they have no one, they will come back to us - because they know, that leaving us, was a mistake. A huge one. Maybe, we do accept them back. But, we dont forget what they had done to us befo - they left us.

Quote of the day;

8. Try to keep your dependence and independence in balance. Tell your partner how much you need them, but don't get to dependent on them and cling to them all the time, as that can make your partner feel trapped. On the flip side of this, don't allow your partner to think you don't need them, by going or doing things without them. Try to keep a happy and healthy balance
between the two.

Thanks Meimei.

This really made my day. Im sorry meimei, Uploading this without you knowing till you've read my blog. Its not paisey-ness. Its adorable. Really.

the one for suhaila. (Y)

this one's for you, Nurul Suhaila a.k.a Meimei.

Dont be afraid to let go.

Dont admit that youre too weak to let go.

Of course, it hurts. It hurts to see someone you love happy with someone else. I've been there,too. It didnt last - You got too close, he took off, taking your heart with him. But remember, by remembering back the past, get sad over those pictures, makes you a better person, dear? No, it doesnt.

Of course, if the truth was told instead of a lie, the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much. But things had happen, and there's nothing much you can do about it.

Look. Honey, be strong.

Think. Youre here, sad, writing posts and all about him, hoping that he would realise his flaws and all. And him? He is acting like as tho nothing had happen, because he's with another person, another companion. So, you tell me. Is it worth it for you to cry over him? To get sad over him?

Meimei, Youre a friggin strong girl. Dont let one element pull you down. Thats not the way. Instead, you get back up. You show him that youre so much better without him. You show him that youre stronger without him.

And you show him, that you friggin believe in karma. (Y)

To let go does not mean to stop caring,

it means you cant do it for anyone else.

To let go is not to deny,

but to accept.

To let go is to fear less and love more.

Like what I told Shaila, "Remember, time is to love is short."

Im here if you need me. I know what its like to be in your shoes. Been there, done that. I know.words seems so easy. but its all about the determination, to get over.

Come on, Suhaila. He is not worth it. He is not worth your tears. He is not worth your time. He doesnt deserve you, and thats for sure.

He'll regret. Go, let him explore love all he wants. But one day, when karma speaks for itself, he'll come back. He'll come crawling. He'll come begging for you love. He'll regret.

Remember, what I always tell you to note to yourself,

"He lost something amazing, He lost you. You get back up, be yourself, be strong."

Love you mei. Dont be a dysfunctional bitch like her. (Y)

Move On. Dont hold On.

It felt like you were hiding something,

but I didnt push it, I didnt complained or say nothing.

I tried acted like I didnt see it,

cause deep down I knew I didnt want to believe it.

And there it was, it was you and her.

I thought it was you and I.

Now all I got to say is Why?

After all the times that we tried,

I find out that we were living a lie.

Specially for you; Nurul Suhaila

Dear readers.

To all my babies who find moving on or letting go is hard,

Stop thinking that,

"Im tired of waiting for you. Im sick of falling for your words. I want to leave, but something about you keeps pulling me back in."

Do yourself and your heart a favour ; turn around and leave. It may not be what you want, but this shit is not what you deserve. You deserve better. Go.

You should start thinking that,

"Did yknow that you used to mean a lot to me? Well yeah, thats true. Now, youre just another face in the crowd."

; Lets.

"You have that thing everybody else wants. You can take it for granted. If you didnt, if you couldnt be with the person you love, I guarantee that hearing him promise to love you no matter what, it would be pretty much all you could think about."

Lets appreciate love. Together.
Lets not take it for granted.
Lets cherish.
Lets treasure.
Everything.
Love.

A lil bit of heaven. And a lil bit of hell.

"Firstly, ask yourself, Is it really worth it to be involved with him?"

"It is worth it for me, i admit. But is it worth it for him? I still think that he doesnt deserve me because he deserve someone better."

"If its worth it for you then ry to stick to him. Youve got to trust him that his feelings are true. Have you ever try asking him wether it was worth it for him? Have faith youre doing something right."

"Yknow. It feels good when you know youre actually someone's will to live and live life to the fullest. Wait. And the courage and motivation to go on. But at times, it can be the element that pulls you down."

"Yeah I understand. I happen to be at both ends of the sticks before. Yknow what. Go and sleep and enough of crying. Youre a strong girl."

Have you ever?

Have you ever feel like something's bothering you bad the whole day and you cant get over it but you dont know what it is and it makes you feel troubled?

Have you ever hope for you to be someone's pillar and strength? But when your wish came true, you hope that you never wished for that?

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time comin
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

One of the things guys are thinking but will never ever tell you is;

"Im really really scared if Youre gonna break my heart one day."

I thought I would wake you up, but you moved on.

Hello readers. A new issue.

I thought It'd wake his idea up that he'll do something to show that he loves me. He hasnt really shown alot. We broke up quite long ago already, but he seem not to bother. But just sweet-talk me. But I did tell him that Its not because I dont love him anymore.
- Geee




Aww honey. Well, its clear that He moved on now already. So, you gotta move on. I know its hard, but youve gotta. Youve gotta. Holding on doesnt make anything go any better, well especially in your case. You gotta be strong. And when you love someone, let them go. Let them be happier. Its okay, he will come back if he's yours. If he doesnt, he wont be.








Quote of the day;

Dont get discourages when the things that you want dont turn out to be your way.

;Sayunuri

Honey, you tk payah rembat die ke ape la kan. Ape la you ni. -.- TAPI.

I hope you've got the courage to confront him face to face ah. But first, you have to find out whats happening. I know its not a pain killer to be nice again to him, but just try, again. Ask him nicely what you need to know and all. And then kalau his replies tetap mcm chubi, you pikir baikbaik what should be your next move then. I know you know what you should do. Tapi what matters is that, You strong ke tk to make that move.

Kalau die chubi, die answer balik you and all, You rebutt balik about how he have been treating you all this while. You cakap that youre tired of bottling everything to yourself and whatsmore, the way he react to everything macam nothing.

You nye case dah bukan because he deserve better seh. But because YOU do. I bet. Duh.

You just wait for monday je la okay babygirl. In the meantime, stay strong.

Quote of the day;

Love is bitter. But it happens everytime, so people get used to it. Love is a game. When you lose, you lose half of yourself.

;And I want you to know.

I just hope that I get to be the one who will get you going.

I love talking to you, I love who I am when Im with you. Because I am myself when Im with you. I try to be the best you ever had, but apparently there are others whom you would prefer. I made a mistake before, and Ive learnt. Im sorry

Ive made the wrong decision, to leave and love all the wrong guy. Things never come easy for me, and It has always been so hard. Whatsmore, somehow I bet, Its gonna hurt me if youre going to be with someone else in the near future and not me. I admit, I left you. I know, it must have been hard for you. I know, you needed me at that very point of time. I didnt realise how much It hurts until I knew that Youve moved on.

But how come talking about other girls made me jealous?

But hey lover. I didnt leave you for any other guy. I didnt know what I wanted and. Fuck life.

I want to know what Love is. And I bet, you can show me. Again.

I. want. to. start. over.

Yes, we are. You can do that. I can too. But will things be the way it was last time? When there's only me and you?

Readers, When you told someone your deepest secret nobody has ever knew, who is He to you?

That night I lied on my bed and cried. Cried because I realised that I had the perfect guy in my life. Not because I deserve better. But because you do.

but, that doesnt mean that I dont love you.

and its going to hurt me to see you with another girl in near future and not me.

xoxo

;Its for my dearest.

Hey honey. This one's for you.


He is not treating you right. NO girls deserved to be treated like that. And tell me, if he can do it to other girls, he can also do it to you. Its only the second month and he's already acting up all chubi already. Im not asking you to leave him, but its all up to you. I know, youre holding on to it right now but honey, you always do. And you always give in in this relationship which I think shouldnt be the way ah.

His friend asked him if youre his new 'toy' infront of you. Maybe its because of his past which you dont know, and you have yet to find out. I know, you assume that he changed.

But if you gave him your last $10 for the week to him and he didnt show any signs of being grateful to have someone like you, why dyou still bother to hold on to it?




Take your time. Or not. Decide whats good for you. And whats not.











Readers, tell me. Its a one sided love,aint it?

Toldchu, Girls should never start and get serious with things too fast and early because she will only end up hurting herself.

Please, been there, done that.

for you Sayunuri

Note to All my people.

Nanti bile I sampai rumah, i upload dekat my private blog lagu lagu yang Girlfs I ngn I nyayi okay. Jangan cakap tk sedap ah, kite memang tk boleh nyayi. Effort mesti ada(:

Be strong.

A simple note. A bold meaning.

This one goes out to all the people who have been broken but still strong enough to let go.
For all the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their heads up.
For the people that wish loneliness wasnt a part of them, but put up with it anyhow.
For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls and text messages but smiled anyway.
For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity intact instead.
For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to.
For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart endured.
For the people that needs inspiration.

When the world is falling apart. When there's no light to break up the dark. When the world has no one.

"What are you thinking about?"
"You."
"Me? What about me?"
"Well, Im trying to figure out where is this going."
"Oh. Well. That. I dont know."
"I know who I am in love with, but for now I dont have the energy to be in a relationship."
"Okay. I understand. But you know I love you and we had our times together and..."
"Well, isnt that enough?"
"I dont know."

He never called, he never texted. For a long time, I was wreck.













But that doesnt mean that I dont miss him.

Chubi, i need you now. And i mean it.

i feel all alone, when youre not with me.

i feel like thrash. i know, for sure you've read the text i've sent you yesterday night. yes. think of it. i really hope the decision that youve made is really what you want. well,at least i thought i was your pillar and strength - like what you were to me. go and take your time. slowly. easily. * apart from that, i hate what im feeling now. you left me so wounded. you told me i woudnt understand. i know how youre feeling, i know because i've been thru. its like. you really dont know what you want, until you get yoself in a fucked up situation. but baby, why does it have to be now? you told me not to be upset. you told me you dont want to break my heart. oh honey, you already did. it sucks to know that i found you, it sucks to be in the situation we are in now. but wait. yeah,youre right. i dont understand you - how come the last time we met everything was perfectly fine, and then the Next day youre telling me all the bullshit stuffs?