MOVED. MOVED. MOVED.

MOVED TO TUMBLR. FOLLOW ME.

http://miraidora-sixth.tumblr.com

it think that it is true. So true.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Its like. One team, one dream.

thanks for the PSK, and a lil bit of everything.
And of course, for all the years we had;
especially to Wanibu and Fiona <3


with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Oi bitch.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Chubi besar.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

;Be thankful

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Ythink you got what it takes?

1. The purpose of the r'ship for?
2. Can you and your partner give full commitment?
3. What's the long term vision of the r'ship?
4. Must you have a relationship?
5. What's the benefits of the r'ship?
6. Can it last long? If can, till when?
7. Is the R'ship just for intimacy?
8. Are both of you and your partner ready to face the short-comings?

Those questions above you might want to take in consideration, before starting or involve in a r'ship.

So, what dyou say?

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Come, lets bake!

SHIT. its DRIVING ME MAD.

If its possible, I wanna buy them all and go on a cake-date with my lover. Can, fatt?

But love, they're just too nice to be look at, then to eat!

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

for you, Abdul Fattah

I miss you, badly.
Hope to meet you soon, love!







with love, MIRADORA Azm.

mira mira nak tidur.

i. am. friggin. tired.    oh, this friday is our sixth! (:           with love, MIRADORA Azm.

fighters like us dont quit. we fight.

hey. sorry for not updating much. im on my n97 now, sorry for the the dull paragraph.   its PSK season now, really busy and hectic. first weekend didnt went really good for myself and team. well guys, we know we gave em a good fight and for whatever reasons, we accept downfalls with our heads held high. we gave our best shot and we know that. infact, everyone knows that. we still have one more event to go, its not the end. we make sure we get our golds, and fight till the last gong. not only that, we fight hard. we. go and crack their asses up. lets go guys. one team, one dream. all the waaaaaay. alright? i love you guys, and i'll be with you oll thru,ayte.        with love, MIRADORA Azm.

ADDICTED.

Flying on an airplane, looking at the window, Watching the clouds go by.

kiwak, Mama and Fishball asik bukankan Barney for Baby D. Then I yang addicted. I cant stop singging to this. Shit.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Woman.

Behind every man, there is an amazing woman.
- Although woman need not always be behind a man, a woman femininity can certainly propel a man to do more, and become more. Man need a source of feminine energy.

No matter what you look like, if you can cultivate within yourself that rare energy, you can be forever worshipped, as you can make your man feel more like man, and make them happy.

with love, MIRADORA Azm.

"Baby, this is for you."

Say Hello, to Chocolate.

Yepyep. I hope you love it.

I didnt tell you why I bought the chocs right? Well, Its mainly because of three things;
- I'm sorry because the beginning of the week didnt really went well for both of us.
- Take care because I've gotta check in school, and my competitions on two weekends, and Youre starting your hols, and we can barely meet each other already (well at least for now).
- And lastly, thanks. For everything.

I love you; Fatt.


with love, MIRADORA Azm.

Another one for you;

And you know why its this picture among all :D

Right now, I feel good. I feel good knowing that you care about me. I feel good knowing that you will give me a chance. I feel good knowing you see me for what I am, not what they say I am. I want you to know that each time I go to bed a picture of your face is stuck in my mind. I love how you smile at me when I said something silly.

I think I'm falling in love with you. It feels good.

Foundd, Tumblr.

Kay, ini cool. (Y)


My dreammmm hair. But not blonde, but black.
With turqoise highlights. How? (Y)


Sweet? I thought so too.
Tapi, pencil pun will be gone jugak pe.
I mean, you will keep on sharpening the pencil,right? Haa.
Exactly. Sometimes, I wonder. Do guys whom hurt us know exactly how we feel?
Especially when they meant the whole world to us. And all they do is find another one, leaving us behind. But we girls do believe in karma. What goes around, comes around. We have to be strong. And fight. And one day, when they have no one, they will come back to us - because they know, that leaving us, was a mistake. A huge one. Maybe, we do accept them back. But, we dont forget what they had done to us befo - they left us.

Quote of the day;

8. Try to keep your dependence and independence in balance. Tell your partner how much you need them, but don't get to dependent on them and cling to them all the time, as that can make your partner feel trapped. On the flip side of this, don't allow your partner to think you don't need them, by going or doing things without them. Try to keep a happy and healthy balance
between the two.

Toyfriend.

Foundd, Tumblr.

Hello world.

Current playlist; Toyfriend (David Guetta & Afrojack ft. Wynter Gordon)

Im thinking of changing to tumblr now. Well, aftr looking at all those nice pages of others. But, lecehhh ah -.-

Baby's having school now. Well I was hopping I could eat breakfast with him, since I've got no morning training. But then, he's schooling -.- Holidays next week. Good, while youre having your hols, Im schooling -.- But nevermind, Im gonna have a one month holiday in August (Y)

Im up kinda early today. Im yet to start on my homeworks. Fuggg.

So, Im going to meet Azwan later. We're going training together, since he's at AMK with his girlf now -.-

Okay, and Rabbit. You know Im refering to you. YOU ARE JUST SO CRAZILY IN LOVE. Haa. I see la kan, if on Saturday Im available. I am, but homeworks -.- Sebok ah.

Oh yeah, talking about Saturday, Baby's going off to Ubin till Tuesday. -.-' School starts, training continues, Competition season. Maybe honey, we take a break from here?

And by the way Lili Muslihah, if youre reading this, here's a lil note for you;
I MISS YOU BIG TIME BABYGIRL

Mira. Type.

Mira. Ngantok.
Mira. Just touched her homework.
Mira. Belom start on her homework.
Mira. Plan to start on Geog's project dulu.
Mira. Worry about the time left to finish all her homework.
Mira. Body aching.
Mira. Nak massage.
Mira. Lapaar.
Mira. Malas nak pack bag.
Mira. Malas nak check in sekolah on Sunday Night.
Mira. Taknak pergi sekolah pun.
Mira. Worry about results pun.
Mira. Tau confirm she screw all her papers.
Mira. Concern about her preparations for PSK.
Mira. Worry if the competition will clash with homework.
Mira. Rindu Fatt.
Mira. Nak tido.
Mira. Ada Geog assignment kene buat sekarang.

Mira. Go off now.
Mira. Cakap bye kat korang semue.

HELLO AFIQAH SAM (Y)

HELLO YOU PRETTYHEAD.

K, i taktau youve been reading my blog la kan. Haaaaa. Anyway, nice chatting with you man. Haha. I nak choose gambar on your FB, susah. Banyak lawa nak mampos, dont know which one to choose. Im sorry la kan, banyak punya busy, cannot teman you go shopping. We'll go out some other time bile kita dua free okay, pretty? :D

Eh, i thought youre on HIS side sia. Skali tak. BAIK AH LU GIRL *high 5!*

So yes, new friend founddd. Lawa right? Shes one year below me.





HELLO AFIQAH SAM.

Formspring.Me

"Hey girl , What 's up with you and boyfriend ? It 's all over FB, and your blog . You alright ? D;"

"Oh. That. Haaa. Err. Well, ups and downs in a relationship. Happens all the time, right? I have to say Im okay - I have to convince myself that I am. Things hadnt changed to any better for the time being. But, I'll be fine. I love him, and. I dont know how much longer I can hold on to this feeling and situation I'm in now. I hope things will go back to normal, change for the better as soon as possible. I cant afford to cry myself to sleep everynight any longer. And thanks, for asking dear. I didnt know people are actually reading up my blog. Haa. Take care, alright? Nights! (:"

Formspring.
http://formspring.me/miraidora

Where are you? Where have you been?

I think that the most difficult person to understand, is Yourself.

That's exactly what I told my heart.

I wanna hold your hand.
I want to smell you, I want you to hold me and tell me Im perfect just the way I am. I try to start picking up your hobbies as mine, just in the hopes that it will make me understand you better. I want to know everything.

And love, means nothing back. Love means holding you, and being afraid because I can lose you at any moment,but the fear is what that keeps you hanging on.

So, is love fear? I dont think so. What I love about you is that Youre my bestfriend. I tell you stuffs which majority, not most people know.

Now, whenever I look at our picture, everytime, It tears me up. I wonder, how I can get things back to place, sort things out. What went wrong, which rules did I break?

Where are you now, when nothing's going right?
Where are you now, when I needed you the most?

My heart is breaking. I cant sleep at all. Trying to get through this, but I dont know how to get myself through this. I know that I only got myself to blame. But that doesnt help to ease the pain.

I still need you beside me.


"It seems when you want someone, they dont want you. And when someone wants you, you dont want them. And when you both want each other, something has to come around and mess it up."

I cry myself to sleep - thinking when will this last. Whenever, by any chance I was left alone, I would stare at my phone, hopping that I'll get a text from you. I think, I got myself way too attached to you now already. Please, I need to hear something from you. I love you dear. Really, I do. Im sorry.


Sucks much. I can advice my girlfriends, my hunkies and all. But sadly, when it comes to me - even for the simplest things of all, I cant advice myself.

Im. Sorry.

Hey you chubi besar.
Im sorry, alright. Really. I guess youre sleeping now, thats why you didnt reply my text.
I love you;
& Im sorry once again.
Goodnight lova♥

Thanks Meimei.

This really made my day. Im sorry meimei, Uploading this without you knowing till you've read my blog. Its not paisey-ness. Its adorable. Really.

*Ouch

I Miss......Smiling

I'm sorry. I just. I couldnt talk, at all.

You left me speechless.

I dont know how to react to that, I swear, I dont know. But, what happen afterwards really left me hurt.

When you let go of my hands. When you didnt look at me in the eye before you left. When you didnt say anything.

I dont know how to describe the feeling, and the thought Im facing now. Im hurt. For sure.

I can barely smile now. I wanna talk things out. But, talk what out?

time check, 11.56pm.

I didnt know how to react to that, love. Should I comfort you? but what if you tend to continue, and think that I think its alright? Should I get mad at you? But then, I understand that people dont change overnight. Im sorry,again.

I cant go on with us, being like this. You know, I have a fragile heart. You know my weakness. Please. You tell me, what should I do to get things back to place. But for whatever reasons, never take 'leaving' as an answer. I know, I remembered, you told me you'll leave. Because it'll eventually hurt me further. But, no. Its gonna hurt me more if you leave. Please,

Im sorry, really.

Its better to keep him than for him to keep his promise.

Lastly, Im sorry. For everything.

Satu hari bersama si dia.

Hello world.

Not much pictures. But had fun, as usual. Everyday is special with you.

Thanks Abdul Fattah.

the one for suhaila. (Y)

this one's for you, Nurul Suhaila a.k.a Meimei.

Dont be afraid to let go.

Dont admit that youre too weak to let go.

Of course, it hurts. It hurts to see someone you love happy with someone else. I've been there,too. It didnt last - You got too close, he took off, taking your heart with him. But remember, by remembering back the past, get sad over those pictures, makes you a better person, dear? No, it doesnt.

Of course, if the truth was told instead of a lie, the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much. But things had happen, and there's nothing much you can do about it.

Look. Honey, be strong.

Think. Youre here, sad, writing posts and all about him, hoping that he would realise his flaws and all. And him? He is acting like as tho nothing had happen, because he's with another person, another companion. So, you tell me. Is it worth it for you to cry over him? To get sad over him?

Meimei, Youre a friggin strong girl. Dont let one element pull you down. Thats not the way. Instead, you get back up. You show him that youre so much better without him. You show him that youre stronger without him.

And you show him, that you friggin believe in karma. (Y)

To let go does not mean to stop caring,

it means you cant do it for anyone else.

To let go is not to deny,

but to accept.

To let go is to fear less and love more.

Like what I told Shaila, "Remember, time is to love is short."

Im here if you need me. I know what its like to be in your shoes. Been there, done that. I know.words seems so easy. but its all about the determination, to get over.

Come on, Suhaila. He is not worth it. He is not worth your tears. He is not worth your time. He doesnt deserve you, and thats for sure.

He'll regret. Go, let him explore love all he wants. But one day, when karma speaks for itself, he'll come back. He'll come crawling. He'll come begging for you love. He'll regret.

Remember, what I always tell you to note to yourself,

"He lost something amazing, He lost you. You get back up, be yourself, be strong."

Love you mei. Dont be a dysfunctional bitch like her. (Y)

Move On. Dont hold On.

It felt like you were hiding something,

but I didnt push it, I didnt complained or say nothing.

I tried acted like I didnt see it,

cause deep down I knew I didnt want to believe it.

And there it was, it was you and her.

I thought it was you and I.

Now all I got to say is Why?

After all the times that we tried,

I find out that we were living a lie.

Specially for you; Nurul Suhaila

My body aches, and filled with bruises.

yes, bruises. I am not abused, but it is just normal. Its the nature of my sport.


Good day, Earthlings.
Tomo's the day, the FRYYYDAAAAYYYY. Going to have dinner with DanYew and KakMoon (Y) But meeting love first. (Y)

But first of all,
Morning, training. And then swimmingminggg. And then meet love. And then meet DanYew&KakMoon. And then back home. Thank god tomo's friday. Been really tired with trainings everyday, and I still havent touched my homework yet. FML.

Alright, next post is going to be about my darling - Nurul Suhaila. Its for you okay, read it, munchkinnnnnn.

Dear readers.

To all my babies who find moving on or letting go is hard,

Stop thinking that,

"Im tired of waiting for you. Im sick of falling for your words. I want to leave, but something about you keeps pulling me back in."

Do yourself and your heart a favour ; turn around and leave. It may not be what you want, but this shit is not what you deserve. You deserve better. Go.

You should start thinking that,

"Did yknow that you used to mean a lot to me? Well yeah, thats true. Now, youre just another face in the crowd."

oi chubi, i love you.

hello. finally, im back on lappy and not my n97.

so, here's a lil something for that skinnyfaggot who loved me and who is loved, deeply and truely by me.

Hello Abdul Fattah.

one - we deserve better. sayang, thanks. for everything. you changed my life. you made it better, full of joy. Im not going to leave you - again. Im not, and I want you to remember that. I know its hard for you to accept that Im back again, but please. I know. People have been telling me to think carefully of what Im doing and.. The point is that, I already found someone who really and tuely loves me for the way I am. So. Im going to treasure and appreciate your love before I'll come begging and finding for love. It always better to love those who loves me, true?

Sayang, I wont leave, because Im not finished yet. Im not finished loving you.

two - im sorry. im sorry i left you before. now that I know you fatt, the thought of.. leaving. just the thought if leaving hurts me bad. i love you, too, fatt.

three - of course. of course i hugged you like theres no tomorrow. of course I let you hold me till the very last. Of course I love you truely. Of course I came back strong, not fearing for the worse, but for the better.

four - i feel good too, when i know you feel good whenever you know that i love you. Its gonna be hard for me if you were to walk away from my life now. So please, fatt. Dont pull yourself out from me. Dont give up on me, please. Hey, I left you before. And she left you before. You chose me, instead of her. I'll be a one big fat ass bitch if i Leave you again, right? Please honey, have some faith. I love you, and thats all that matters. When we hold hands or hug, it seems like all problems just fade away and we're closer to each other.

five - we click. of course. like no other. like. no. friggin. other.

six - waiting/waited. Grabbed your hands tight and whisper, "i love you too." Our lips met, and its the sweetest lips ever. I have yet to grant your last wish. Yet.

seven - love. Now, when I think about love, all I can think about is you. I have that thing that everybody else wanted, I wont take it for granted. I have. You.

eight - no one else can share your love for me. Nor does anyone else gets my love, like you do. You got that right, honey. Absoloutely.

nine - "if i died and went somewhere far, I'd write your name on every star. So everyone could look up & see, that you meant the whole world to me."

Nine. Nine things about us. I bet there's more.
Nine, your favourite number, aint it? :D

Hey faggot.

Hey Abdul Fattah,thanks. For everything.

n97 chubi besar ah. ~~6th months!

CHECK IT OUTTTT. 6TH MONTHS, HOW AWESOME. OKAY, I TK TAU WHATS WITH MY N97, SATU CHUBI BESAR, ALL CAPS AND CANT ENTER. BUT TKPE. OKAY. FATT,I LOVE YOU. K BYE.

All i ever wanted.

thanks. for everything.

i would love to write a longer post, but not now. Im hungry ):

And. really. Thanks mama. For understanding. Everything seems good and right now. Alhamdullilah.

andd one more. i nak this dress from f21! 45 bucks. lawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

; Lets.

"You have that thing everybody else wants. You can take it for granted. If you didnt, if you couldnt be with the person you love, I guarantee that hearing him promise to love you no matter what, it would be pretty much all you could think about."

Lets appreciate love. Together.
Lets not take it for granted.
Lets cherish.
Lets treasure.
Everything.
Love.

A lil bit of heaven. And a lil bit of hell.

"Firstly, ask yourself, Is it really worth it to be involved with him?"

"It is worth it for me, i admit. But is it worth it for him? I still think that he doesnt deserve me because he deserve someone better."

"If its worth it for you then ry to stick to him. Youve got to trust him that his feelings are true. Have you ever try asking him wether it was worth it for him? Have faith youre doing something right."

"Yknow. It feels good when you know youre actually someone's will to live and live life to the fullest. Wait. And the courage and motivation to go on. But at times, it can be the element that pulls you down."

"Yeah I understand. I happen to be at both ends of the sticks before. Yknow what. Go and sleep and enough of crying. Youre a strong girl."

Have you ever?

Have you ever feel like something's bothering you bad the whole day and you cant get over it but you dont know what it is and it makes you feel troubled?

Have you ever hope for you to be someone's pillar and strength? But when your wish came true, you hope that you never wished for that?

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time comin
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

One of the things guys are thinking but will never ever tell you is;

"Im really really scared if Youre gonna break my heart one day."

I thought I would wake you up, but you moved on.

Hello readers. A new issue.

I thought It'd wake his idea up that he'll do something to show that he loves me. He hasnt really shown alot. We broke up quite long ago already, but he seem not to bother. But just sweet-talk me. But I did tell him that Its not because I dont love him anymore.
- Geee




Aww honey. Well, its clear that He moved on now already. So, you gotta move on. I know its hard, but youve gotta. Youve gotta. Holding on doesnt make anything go any better, well especially in your case. You gotta be strong. And when you love someone, let them go. Let them be happier. Its okay, he will come back if he's yours. If he doesnt, he wont be.








Quote of the day;

Dont get discourages when the things that you want dont turn out to be your way.

Good morning love.

And my baby got so high already.

Time check: 12.57am

Currently: Taking a break from revising Biology&Chemistry test tomorrow.

AKU SCREAM, AKU LAPAR, AKU NGANTOK

I love you for giving your heart to me

and trusting me with your pride.

I love you for wanting me

and needing me by your side.

I love you for the emotions

I never knew I had.

I love you for making me

smile whenever Im sad.

I love you for your thoughts of me

where Im always in your mind

and how you make me feel.

I love you because I am who I am when Im with you and no one has ever done that.

On the other hand,You take care and rest well okay chubi. 3 days MC, and you wanna go school. Insane child. I know its kinda and damn bored over at home, but its the time for you to rest la kan. Selalu complain penat and tk ckp goodnight. Ni got the chance, tk tau pakai. chubi kn. I know la, get to go school tomo to meet that Pink-Bag girl. Dont forget to bring her kinderbuenos and make her day ehhh. Keep on trying, faggot. Whatever ah. Sick shit.

HAHA.

Also, i think im sleeping late late tonight. Maths homework, Bio test and Chem text tomo, and I havent start revisinggggggggggg. Tomo morning got trg. Wah hebat hebat pahhh. ChubiNathan ahh.

;Sayunuri

Honey, you tk payah rembat die ke ape la kan. Ape la you ni. -.- TAPI.

I hope you've got the courage to confront him face to face ah. But first, you have to find out whats happening. I know its not a pain killer to be nice again to him, but just try, again. Ask him nicely what you need to know and all. And then kalau his replies tetap mcm chubi, you pikir baikbaik what should be your next move then. I know you know what you should do. Tapi what matters is that, You strong ke tk to make that move.

Kalau die chubi, die answer balik you and all, You rebutt balik about how he have been treating you all this while. You cakap that youre tired of bottling everything to yourself and whatsmore, the way he react to everything macam nothing.

You nye case dah bukan because he deserve better seh. But because YOU do. I bet. Duh.

You just wait for monday je la okay babygirl. In the meantime, stay strong.

Quote of the day;

Love is bitter. But it happens everytime, so people get used to it. Love is a game. When you lose, you lose half of yourself.

; SHOT.

I know I hadnt say this to you for a very very very very very long time, chubi lova. But.
I miss you.

;Die dedicate this song untok aku ah.

I see you beside me. Its only a dream, A vision of what we used to be. The laughter, the sorrow. Pictures in time fades to sorrow.

How could I ever let you go. Is it too late to let you know.

I tried to run from your side. But each place I hide, it only reminds me of you. When I turn out all the lights, Even the night, It only reminds me of you.

So come back to me. Im down on my knees.

Mymp - only reminds me of you

Sweeeeeeeeeeeet. Thanks chubai. Really.

I dont know if youre been reading my blog or not, but I hope you know that Im refering to YOU la kan. And youre sucha meannie, kene-kan me the whole night tonight, ah. ChubiChubi betol. Well, Im looking forward for Sunday and Monday (: Monday, Jellybean will bring her DSLR, and we can camwhoreeeee la kan.

;Readers, Pictures will be up as soon as its taken and uploaded. If its not here, it should be on FB. (:

Youre my chubai. Im your chubi.

;And I want you to know.

I just hope that I get to be the one who will get you going.

I love talking to you, I love who I am when Im with you. Because I am myself when Im with you. I try to be the best you ever had, but apparently there are others whom you would prefer. I made a mistake before, and Ive learnt. Im sorry

Ive made the wrong decision, to leave and love all the wrong guy. Things never come easy for me, and It has always been so hard. Whatsmore, somehow I bet, Its gonna hurt me if youre going to be with someone else in the near future and not me. I admit, I left you. I know, it must have been hard for you. I know, you needed me at that very point of time. I didnt realise how much It hurts until I knew that Youve moved on.

But how come talking about other girls made me jealous?

But hey lover. I didnt leave you for any other guy. I didnt know what I wanted and. Fuck life.

I want to know what Love is. And I bet, you can show me. Again.

I. want. to. start. over.

Yes, we are. You can do that. I can too. But will things be the way it was last time? When there's only me and you?

Readers, When you told someone your deepest secret nobody has ever knew, who is He to you?

That night I lied on my bed and cried. Cried because I realised that I had the perfect guy in my life. Not because I deserve better. But because you do.

but, that doesnt mean that I dont love you.

and its going to hurt me to see you with another girl in near future and not me.

xoxo

;Its for my dearest.

Hey honey. This one's for you.


He is not treating you right. NO girls deserved to be treated like that. And tell me, if he can do it to other girls, he can also do it to you. Its only the second month and he's already acting up all chubi already. Im not asking you to leave him, but its all up to you. I know, youre holding on to it right now but honey, you always do. And you always give in in this relationship which I think shouldnt be the way ah.

His friend asked him if youre his new 'toy' infront of you. Maybe its because of his past which you dont know, and you have yet to find out. I know, you assume that he changed.

But if you gave him your last $10 for the week to him and he didnt show any signs of being grateful to have someone like you, why dyou still bother to hold on to it?




Take your time. Or not. Decide whats good for you. And whats not.











Readers, tell me. Its a one sided love,aint it?

Toldchu, Girls should never start and get serious with things too fast and early because she will only end up hurting herself.

Please, been there, done that.

for you Sayunuri

Eh aku strong ah. Stronger without kau ah.

Chubi really opened up my eyes and made me think about everything deeper. Well, what he told was me was exactly what I needed to hear. And chubi. Thanks alot for everything and everyday. I know, Ive texted you already - the 6 pages long msg, but there's another one here for you.

You made my Saturday, you made my day. I really need that badly and for the first time, You live me up within one day. HAHA. But again, had fun with you, walking from Dhoby Ghaut to Bugis. I know Ive been living under the shell to long, but hear this; "If its me and my bestf, she'll get lost first and she'll depend on me for directions." HAHA. So, that means Im not THAT blur la kan. Haha. The rainbow thing thing was nice. And the chocolate shake with pearls helped through the walk. Wait. Im not done yet. And the Brownies and Icecream was the HIGHLIGHT of the day, i swear. And I must say that I am honoured that you brought me to your workplace, introduced me to your friends, showed me around and all. And and Im the first girl you brought over. Definitely, I feel special. (Y)

When you told me you never ever thought of deleting me in your life, I tear. I know I've made a mistake to leave you before and hurt you bad. I know I'm Wrong. Eventhough you've forgive me already, I will still remember that I was wrong.

You told me you fall for me once, And you will always be.
You told me no one deserve to be treated badly.
You told me it hurts you to me getting hurt.
You told me that you're glad to know someone like me.

And you told me you did everything because you want to be there for me.

Its Saturday, I met brownies with icecream. Its Saturday, you cheered me up. Its Saturday, I finally knew how to walk from Dhoby to Bugis. Its Saturday, I finally knew that I've been living under the shell for so long. Its Saturday, You made my day. Its because Its Saturday, I love Saturday.




















On the other hand, To you who broke me heart badly.

youre sucha jerk and I hate guys like you. Whatsmore, you dont worth my time and Guys like you are just so typical. Who cares if you read this post or not, but if you, I want you to know that You are missing the good things in life for leaving me. You are missing the good things in life because you lost someone whose willing to guide you through. Stop thinking that youre a guy and you can use and do anything to any girl. And stop telling your friends that Im crazy over you and You dont like me and Yout think I'm annoying and all. Please. One thing you dont know about me is that;

Eventhough Im fifteen, I know how guys like you treat a girl. Please.
And perhaps, the reason you gave me is so typical. It is JUST a reason and easy to say, to bottom line is that you never liked me before and you just want to play around with the girl's heart. But, somehow I think youre a coward. Why dont you just tell me off straight to the point? Why dyou have to twist everything? It must have been difficult to pretend, aint it?

We may be friends in the future, but my thought of you never changes - Youre the guy that left me over some stupid reason, Youre the guy that shattered me to pieces, Youre the guy who deleted my post on your wall, Youre the guy who have used me, Youre the guy who had wasted my time, Youre the guy who cheated my feelings, Youre the typical guy whom I can meet anywhere. And. Youre the guy whom I thought was different but wasnt and I.

I dont deserve you. I deserve someone who loves me, and not you. I deserve somene else, I dont deserve you.

Guess what fucker;You lost something amazing. You lost me.

Note to All my people.

Nanti bile I sampai rumah, i upload dekat my private blog lagu lagu yang Girlfs I ngn I nyayi okay. Jangan cakap tk sedap ah, kite memang tk boleh nyayi. Effort mesti ada(:

Be strong.

A simple note. A bold meaning.

This one goes out to all the people who have been broken but still strong enough to let go.
For all the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their heads up.
For the people that wish loneliness wasnt a part of them, but put up with it anyhow.
For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls and text messages but smiled anyway.
For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity intact instead.
For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to.
For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart endured.
For the people that needs inspiration.

When the world is falling apart. When there's no light to break up the dark. When the world has no one.

"What are you thinking about?"
"You."
"Me? What about me?"
"Well, Im trying to figure out where is this going."
"Oh. Well. That. I dont know."
"I know who I am in love with, but for now I dont have the energy to be in a relationship."
"Okay. I understand. But you know I love you and we had our times together and..."
"Well, isnt that enough?"
"I dont know."

He never called, he never texted. For a long time, I was wreck.













But that doesnt mean that I dont miss him.

Chubi, i need you now. And i mean it.