its 2010.

okay, so only today i feel like blogging. hahaha. chubi eh, after so long. hahaha. okay, so basically, im back. jyeahhh.

its 2010. and i had a good and fresh start of 2010.


i swear, i hate 2009. its probably the worst year of my life, but still some of the days were memorable and unforgettable. but other than that, 2009 still suck. been losing all games/matches/tournament/competitions. didnt put in maximum effort. and because of that, i started to think about quitting and all those bullshits. but alhamdullilah, i had a good and fresh start of 2010, i hope that nothing can ever change my mindset.

talking about quitting, i would like to first thank Kak Dini and Abg Shakir for being such an inspiration to me. Well, during the event yesterday when all the Sea Games athletes had to speak up, your words as a experienced, motivated, example seniors, really inspired me deeply. it was a wake up call. I lost my passion when i started losing and losing throughout the whole year. BUT im glad that i've changed my mind. Afterall, its all Junior. i have not reached the Senior stage yet. Yes, i lost throughout 2009, but i know, in a way or another, my time will come soon.

Like what Abg Shakir said, 'I was his shadow 3 years in a row. Whenever there's competitions, trials, he will always get to go. Whenever we had selections I'll always lose to him. But because of my Passion, I waited. I know my time will come. And it did.'


yes, exactly.

This year insyaallah, i wont let that happen. Im starting to train my best. Alhamdullilah, kickings on paddings are slightly better. But i need more confidence to apply it in matches.

I just realised something. Somehow, Ive wasted my 2009 cause of getting to know the other gender. Whats the conclusion of it? Ive wasted my time, I got my heartbroken. Worth it? Hell no. This year, i hope nothing comes in my way of persuing my goals for this year. I wanna make sure that when i look back, 2010 was filled with good memories and also that feeling of satisfaction. Also, i hope that 2010 is the year when I really start a whole new chapter, and that for what Ive done for 2010, it will change the rest of my life.

Academic wise, Alhamdullilah, another good start. Have been catching up well in class lately for all subjects except for maths - as usual. New subjects turned out to be fun with Mr Chew - Biology, Mr Rodney - P.E and the usual, Mr Tan for Geography. So far so good, but Im more sleepy in class thisyear than last year and im not sure why. But, Mr Thomas did said, 'mira, i can see that youre working extra hard this year, huh. well done!' yeaaaaaaa. that cheered me up a lil bit :D

Rooming. Change roomie. Now with Shazira. Omg, i miss IMDV, i swear. bestf, will we be close again? I hope so *crossfingers*. So, my bunkmate is Shazira, And also stucked in the same room as Shaila an Suhaila. AWESOME. hahaha. now, im missing #04-47. Zamanzaman nabbs. hahahah. i miss you la nabbzxzxz. So far, no problems with roomies, Syukur.

Others. I can tell you only two things now. Im not in the mood to love. And. Im busy.
Maybe this is just a cocked up feeling that i had last time during His time. and then only when he leave me, i will tend to go back to him. Shit. Somehow, i miss you.


Mcm lilin with fire. Bila ade angin sikitkn the flame will jogetjoget. But. Do you let the fire just blow off, or work to keep on burning?