ABCs of love?

Accept, Believe, Change.

so now. do i accept the fact that he doesnt even like me? and then, believe that he is never going to be mine. therefore, change, whats the point, he aint coming after anyway.

OR

Accept for the time, believe one day can be urs, change for the better?

should i still go for you? or move on? but then.. i'll get hurt again, dont i?

to you; you know its you, as youve been told.. i hope my love for you last long, and therfore, thy shall accept..

and i quote..

" Sayang.. see.. Kalau takdir tuhan ialah you and me forever, forever we'll
be. tujuh jenis ombak melanggar kita, and whatever, we'll still be together..
But if tak.. even if we're happen to be the last two standing on earth, we'll
never be together.. For now, lets just pray for our relationship, okay syg?
We'll give our best, pray for the best, hope for the best.. the rest, we'll
leave it to God.. "

mira mieriikins((:

heyya. im back. i know, hadnt post for so long. nyehe.

busy with blogshopping, and updating my blogshop here and there. Alhamdullilah, buyers increasing((:

anyway people, happy ramadhan, aye? (: thank god im not staying in school for ramadhan. jyeah. get to go out at night, go geylang and all. and i miss the dengdeng lah. huhu. but for sure, im gonna miss Aida. pity her, alone in room, yea? hahahhaa. but one month without us sharing secrets to each other is so not cool); we'll make up on wednesday after school, yea? oh yes, and on wednesday, its someones birthday! nyahahha((: dont worry, ive got something for you, already(:

crushcrushcrush. oh gosh. so it seems that i have to wait a lot longer for you to know, huh. i need your love, babyboy. grrrrr.



its 2.55am in the morning and im still not asleep. so what, its saturday night(: nyeheh. but if mother klua to prepare for sahor, matimati. tentu mati. gosh. Fishball just came out from room, aper lagi, she makan ah. hhahahhaa. gosh.



oh, ah ah people. ive moved. no longer imnottoya@hotmail.com add me at my new msn. miraidora-sey@hotmail.com jyeahjyeah((; kn cooler. dari 'im-not-toya'.





im so excited for photoshoot on december. i know, lambat kans. hahaha. but still, i do get my pay man. see, if all my customers from my blogshop(currently) take their items, and pay up fast, i'll get a total of $101. then plus duit raya coming up, berratusratus. then plus photoshoot, hundredbucks. amacam. lagi tk tau. SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG(;



cant wait for september holidays, nk klua with Belles, Rosellini, and Belles' Boyfr. if everything goes well, i hope crush would tag along too. lets buke puase togethaaaaaaaa.




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awesome madness!!

hahaha. now in comp lab with NengNiNoNio, GoodGayBoy, TingTingTing, SLS & LaLaBaby, and some other people..

had so much fun, disturbing NengNiNoNio. the way he laughs and all. hahahahahaaha.

hello hello((: here again. nyeheh.

currently in comp lab with KakiRingan's.

&&BORED.

gosh. had so many plans to buke puase with;
- theRocks.
- KakiRingan's and KakiRingan and Dukhi.
- AdeqJualPerfume, Cayenne & TingTingTing.
- SoccerPlayer.

this module, my results sucks to the core lah please. gosh. failed Science and Maths.

i seriously need shopping); planning to buy some stuffs with KakiRingan's after hari raya, which is like so long lah. gosssssssssh.

and oh yes. i do miss AmerahMolly. gosh. bila nk jumpeeee((:

and i miss Badiambo;

CrushOnYou;babyboy.

YOG

GOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH. YOG countdown at school was really awesomeeeeeeeeee((: really.

involved in the YOG Countdown Run which took place yesterday evening from 5.55pm to midnight. Staff and students joined in the run, participated in the fringe activities, watched movies together, danced to the catchy songs that our DJ played and generally had a great time. At midnight, Mrs Deborah Tan hit a large gong that symbolized the start of the 365 days to the YOG. Students
will certainly remember this occasion with fond memories. Nearing
midnight, the last group of runners, lby Badminton Academy
cheered on by students and staff as they crossed the finish line to coincide with the start of 14 August 2009. The Singapore 2010 YOG Countdown timer was also unveiled at the stroke of midnight by our Principal, Mrs Tan. For six hours our students ran around the tracklate into the nighton13August2009.Itwasn’textraphysicaltrainingfrom thecoaches but was an attempt to run 365 laps in 365 minuteswelcome 14 August 2009. -adapted from SSS e-NewsLetter

the start was pretty boring, not that gerek lah. but.. when sun begun to sets..

played captain ball with NETBALLERS and table tennis peeps. gosh. pancit sia. played two games straight with netballers. after that, break. then played again with table tennis. Mrs Lu tagged along, and she was busy shouting 'ALGEBRA ALGEBRA'. hahahahaa. what the hell.

DJ played on AWESOME songs, me, MinahSijil, FrenchOnion and Lil.Miss.Golfer was like dancing like no one's business((: trust me, a night i wouldnt forget((;

Why can't I blog using iTouch?

School YOG countdown

Gosh. tomorrow, school will be having the YOG countdown, and we're all asked to run for 365 rounds, by 365 minutes. gosh. we'll be running according to acedemy, and Silat would be at 7.30pm, followed by soccer. (if interval already is like hard for us to masok 1 round by 1 minute, then what about this?) gosh.

at the same time, cluster activity is also brought forward to tommorrow.. playing Captains Ball with all the silat girls, and plus Nadrah, our captain! hahahha. we name ourselves, 'SG' (silatgolf). awesome, i know. ((:

i am now blogshopping again.. looking for...

for a cheaper price, and those which FITS ME well. heh. what to do. small hips, long lengs - hard to find!!

my cookie monster is going to get me that leather jacket, from Aussie. cool or what(: she'll get one for herself too, and then later we sepasang(: when i'll go sydney, i'll wear those((: and oh, i miss you.

photoshoot for BS is confirmed, meaning that we all got the job already. $100 for the whole day(; awesome, i know. the thing is, i dont know when the five of us all free. cause now we are all lie so busy with stuff and school and all. oh gosh. will upload the pictures once i get it, dont worries((: whatsmore, it'll published at selected BodyShop outlets!!!

and, i so have to use the whole day, to model my stuff yang i have to sell, on my blogshop. seriously, i have too. cause i think that it looks boring. nyeheh.

gtg. more to shop. toodles.

Im back(:

Missed me? heh. anyway, Happy Belated National Day((: will upload the pics when at home(im in school now, what do you expect. heh)

maybe friday watching Orphan, but not confirmed.

im currently blogshopping now. and i've already bought..

will blog tomorrow, dont feel like blogging now.

Screwed up

~GayBoy

Presenting, 'the-always-most-awesome-junior'

yesterday night went to AMK Hub with Alyph.i.do and MatVespa to watch G.I.Joe. but before that, went to subway to eat ColdCutTrio(; to bad, cant get my DoubleChocolate Cookies. G.I.Joe was AWESOME. recommanded for all to watch. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it.

in the movie, sempat bermsg - msg with GayBoy. talked about Lots and lots of topic. hahahha. but still, my favourite topic is... the part. slow and sweet, like so sexy and nice. hahaha. siol.

Mother make me do housework today. annoying, okay. gosh.

i just cant wait for Sydneyyyyyy(: and, hope to make friend with Haider Mider - we see each other alot, but didnt talk that much. pfft.

Photoshoot was one cock-ed up thingy, the weather was so freaking hot. next time, we'll have to make it indoors, instead. seriously.

tomorrow, got Maths Module Test sia, at 10.30am. wth. then i havent finish-kn my karangan. alahai. i so have to them on saturday la. erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

GayBoy: i really hope one night you tertido without telling. YOU KNOW OUR DEAL. nyahahhaa. ok, lets watch Orphan together-gether.

Roomie: hope you're having fun at Thailand.. Take care, alright. i love you(:

Cayenne: why dah tk rapat with her, eh? NYAHAHAHAHA.

AdeqJualPerfume: next time, we so have to do it indoors. and i really hope we can get a Re-Shoot. cause our shots tu not that nice and so little. but i still hope that we get the projectt!! and, is Fishball's Pink Mascara with ya?

KakiRingan: OI. my earings. bring tomorrow, tau. and remind me. i have something to tell and ask you. nothing serious, actually.

MinahSunTan & FridgeMole: I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Cayenne: haha. you again. I MISSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUs too,okay.

Mutton: I'll be seeing you today, kan? for training. so hows the massage? got any selup menyelup tak? nyahahahhaa.

models(:

ITS TOMORROW(;

hola(;

Training was okay, not really that boring la.

First half of the training, the 2nd batch and below (including Abg Boi) gossiped about KerekBintang. i didnt know that he didnt come for the 2.4km run (NAPFA test) on friday morning. after knowing his reason for mates, i was kinda shocked. wth, of course we must take the intiative to ask captain or vice, or any other mates if there's any training or not. but worst, the 2.4km run was informed to us while we're in the gym on tuesday. everyone knew and heard it, whatt. Number One, DO NOT blame the captain, as your reason given was so unreasonable. so what, prepaid low? dgr2 ViceCaptain tkder. and.. perhaps, what are your other teammates for? kirekan skrg dlm team, its only you and captain ah nie? gosh! baek lah best athlete.

My Mutton ; jagajaga. later she steamy baby tau when urut you. hahahahaha. jgn she selup-menyelup sudah. hahahahahaha.

Sydney - mother dah kasi greenlight. amacam(;

YAYNESS. photoshoot is tomorrow la. wooooohoooooo. hahahahaha. finally, KakiRingan know what to bring, after asking Fishball when she's at Persisi today. hahahahaha. kental la you. If AdeqJualPerfume tkder training at 6pm, we can stay even longer for the photoshoot, since our training is at 7.30pm. but nevermind. the thing is, we're taking the shots tomorrow(; hopefully we get this project, so BS can take us for their future and further projects. insyaallah.

tomorrow morning at 7am meeting Anila, to pass hair straightener. gosh. i miss that child. after two years, skrg baru boleh jumpe. alhamdullilah(:

its tomorrow..

MORNING - went to school for MATH remedial. annoying sia. and guess what; only four people turned up (including me) . pathetic, right.

Photoshoot is tomorrow. finally. excited.

skipskip. not important.

oh YES. i just remembered. just now, dalam train, otw to school, i saw this guy. he is oh-so-cute. how i wish he's my boyfriend. really. i love his hair, his face and his eyes - gosh. the most charming one. hahahha. hope to meet you again, someday, dreamy boy.

im currently broke now ); people, help my blogshop la.

P.S. : BYE BYE Hazeeqah. Muhammad Syazwan Allen((;

"love is just a word. but you gave it a meaning" -HamkaSaadon's PM.

you're unreplaceable. there's no one like you; the way that i love you, and you loved me.

i feel it, a sense of lost.

miraidora: but i know you, badiambo. youre just gonna
be strong and strong and strong, because these people are HEARTLESS and MEANINGLESS and WORTHLESS.
miraidora: sometimes i wonder, who the hell would be so selfish to hate BADIAMBOku, because she is one friend which is so hard to get and find. stupid fool for hurting MY FRIEND'S feeling.
- cayenne's tagboard.

i hope youre okay, my baby boo.

well. i just realised that my dearestdearest seniors are graduating soon. really really soon.

first up, my cayenne, my babyboo, my girlfriend, more of like my sister, my six years of friendship with her (through ups and downs and middles and whatever) & (since singa silat) and all. gosh. she's someone i can talk too, give advice and advice-d. hah, i know that i HAVE to listen to your advice and all, cause if i dont, i'll get something bad in return. i really really love her for the way she is and not gonna stop doing so. im just gonna miss you so so so much, my dear.

second on the list, my AdeqJualPerfume,my chic, my model, my fashionista, my gossipgirl, my shopping-mate, my MINAHniyo, and my girlfriend too. shes another human being i can share my secrets and thought with. the one i'll go my next photoshoot with. i just realised that we got really really really close this year, and its awesomely cooool. i love you babeeeeeeeeeeee(; and im gonna miss you too.

and then comes nurin. i know that we hadnt talk that much last year, but alhamdullilah, things get better this year. i hope youre okay in years to come, and good luck for your future, my dearie senior. igmy.

and not forgetting, hamkasaadon. the one whose most close to Nio, i supposed. same as nurin, i noticed that we only get really close this year. really had the fun and all with you - making stupid of the most stupid-est jokes ever. and the trip to MarinaBarage was so unforgettable. so what if i bawak tika kecik? at least i made the effort to bawak something, okay. hahahaha. igmy.

two things.
happy for them - finally, theyve got their dream come true, which is to get out of this school. and also, good luck with national training alright; dah senior, i suppose((;
WTH - team is not gonna be as fun and all, as kecoh and all. gosssssssssh. whose gonna play the kompangs so meriah and all during PSK, without Hamka? ); and it seems like im not gonna hear the 'Are you Cambodian' jokes without nurin around, repeating it! and, who will do the Reggae with MinahSuntan and myself, if not other that Shafiqi? and, who am i going to depend on for all the advice and all if not other than Badiambo?

goooooooooooosh. im so gonna miss you so much my seniors.
promise me that you guys will take care and all.

peace out.

and i guess that im gonna miss You too. hope fate could put us back together again.

not next saturday, but this tuesday(; trainings?

my mini-boyfriend. awesomely cute.

running nose have gone to - even worse. nyahaha. never makan obat, i think.

so, saturday went to watch fireworks at esplanade. we got the perfect view, you now. we sat directly opposite the direction where the fireworks gonna be launched at - the place yang they all played the band and all at the esplanade tu. was really fun. sat at the steps.

Cookie Monster - she's off to Austrailia, back again. gosh. sent her to the airport just now, with Fizah, Haider and Aza. before their depature, everyone salam-ed and hugged and all. i couldnt help much, but to force myself not to cry, though. its really really sad. i missed her so much already. the good news is that, maybe im flying off there, to treat myself a holiday with them(; awesome, right. Mr.Tall gave me green light already, while Mother 50/50. hopefully will go. *crossing fingers*

MOTHER!!! GOSH. really. she's nagging for me to stop using the comp.

tommorrow, got MATH remedial and test at school, at 10.30am. wahlao. so early.

PHOTOSHOOT will be on this tuesday, because next saturday the both of them cant make it. excited, duh(: